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Sunday, February 24, 2008

its half an hour till it strikes 12 yet my eyes arent at all that heavy.
its soo past my bedtime lah,ohwells.

somehow just thinkg of tmrw bring send butterflies to my tummy and the heart beats like superb fast la.whether memories will be allowed to be captured and see how well everythg goes for THE walk.like amir will emphasise,its THE walk.lol lah you.

thinkg of next week too,MARCH is coming.and how time flies.
tup tup tup a whole new yr is over and then we'll see whther i got to ZOOM HONG KONG with sharifah.stop it man diyanah!.

Today's morng class were joined by sakinahs fam and syidahs fam and two grandparnts.Boy was it a reminder.Ustaz F really wated us to have an insight in the underworld and it serves as reminder to all that my amalans tk seberapa.the voices the images.its scary.ya tuhanku, terangi jalan yg lurus bagi kami.ampunkan kami dan jauhkan seksaan kuburmu.insyaALLAH we'll try to repent bit by bit.Amin.

Orientations laast day tmrw.
and i feel pae was done much more fun.still,kudos to the ogls for making the effort.the games are however mre dirtier and smellier too.and shocking- if you count seeing him strip down to his boxers right in frnt of you w/o any warning.this time familiar faces here and there.and to think i met my childhood *ehm* friend.gosh,has he grown.
& if it isnt fate that what is?meeting a new friend whom u sungguh tak sangka till the truth was revealed.sumpah aku tak caye niza.familiarity and cosyness and i hope the drive comes knocking soon.maybe after march holidays which is soon.

to the darling babes,i missed you babes.till Sus bdae gathering kays darlings.separating into our different paths is soo not fun.speaking of Su,you sooo have to update us with ur loove life hah babe.AHAHHA.interrogation ah.be prepared.Total defence!

to athin syg, kau call aku tak angkat ,aku call kau tak angkat,haiyerr.meet ups with the primary school dudes soon.MOVIE date?contact me=(

to shirin dear,work ey?as tiring as u are at least ur enjoying the work and the moolahs at the end of the day.do msg me when ur free=)

enough said,everythng changes as time goes by.
no choice but to adapt to everythng thats been given.
still,everythng in the past could be relived ey?
PS;pictures tomorow flinst!Then i cn show u guys,jeng..jeng..jeng..
loves;

sneezed in your face at 11:23 PM

Monday, February 18, 2008

CAUTION:this entry is all abt feeling sucky and low as lowly as it gets.so be warned.

bum-errrr!

its always that way.sebelum tulis i feel i cn write a million things at one go but once in fnt of the dashbord,all memories,stories are dashed.grrr.lets try to recall.

lets start with SCHOOL.
new school in which i really hope i get into tomrrow.cant imagine myself in any polytechnic when my interest there are zero to none.hurr.PLUS i met a new friend who shares the same weird things as me.theres loads to mention so lets skip that.PLUS PLUS through my so tebal skin i met another new friend.haha.who?nak tahu ask me yourself.& if i really do get into MI.i have to bid farewell to a self-proclaimed holiday on mondays.BOOHOO.

past few days has been more of another self-refelection on relationships.
the fact that i was super disappointd in adik for not fetchng me.it was past 11 that night and i swear the whole estate was in darkness and not a soul was arnd.if u think im sharing all this to make you think im a brat so be it.im a girl whos afraid,arent you afraid of smthg too?.and to think sakinah cousin and wakyah had to send me all the way under my blk despite them being tired.thnks you two. so much for trustng you to be a protective adik ,eh adik?

and my relationships too with my grandmas,
gosh.i felt super guilty when she said that.though i knew she was being sarcastic,''tak,dian tk mimpi ape ape,nek''. and it was all because of a missed phone call.a phone call that was missing for a whole week.and as much as i think im disappointd in adik,i think shes more disappointd in me.
and the empty feeling i got when i reached home that night.no grndma waiting for me on the bed.the only grandma that waited up till 3 for me yet still didnt make a sound.nyayi,nana sorry.
i realised no matter how they make us feel urrrgh.i still do very much love them and i really hope i could pluck up the courage to say all this.hope ey?

last saturday,
AWSOOMME babes!i was thrilled tat finally like finaaally all of us were there!not 5 not 4 but all 10 if us were there.the part where i loved most was the opening of the mysterious rose.HAHAH.
tk percaye kn aku kate its not only a rose.anyways KUDOS to the birthday girl for turning 17 aannd opening the 'rose' in frnt of many *coughs HOT* waiterS.hahah.steaddy lah girl.next up?
sus and ain's birthday,theme;PINK.and venue cash kareeok.OH OH any sponsors for the roses(since we need two).do contact me soon ?my mum always says selagi dia gunakan,sape yg belikan dapat pahala.(DO NOTE SHE WASNT REFERRING TO ANY UNDERGARMENTS).
and credits to LIYANA TOO FOR THE ROSE.liek hey! i shouldnt get all the credit kan?good things must share=) .for the the view of the birthday girl herself do check out.www.storyofmylife-raphaelz.blogspot.com.

today;a MONDAY!
and MONDAYS are diyanah's self-proclaimed holiday.decided to play gooseberry and not let my parents date peacefully.hah what a thoughtful daugther kn.we went to visit nenek first.GET WELL SOON NENEK!.then head to vivo for lunch and some unplanned shopping.well it was mom doing all the shopping and paying while i was being the parasite(as quoted by dad).caramel frap made me realised i was feeling the TONS man.dang!thats means its temporary gdbye to chocs and theire fellow cousins.GAHHS.then a normal routine to visit dad fave shop.and i dint know what angin came to blow but he let me buy somethg there since mum was getting a red jacket.and it was super nice i told you !it was pinky-red(haha,i know u;ll roll ur eyes!) but with blue stripes.well it doesnt sound nice right but it really is!BUT! fate wasnt there to support me and they didnt have the size i wanted.
and so ill end with what i started.

BUMMERR!

sneezed in your face at 7:22 PM