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Monday, April 28, 2008

days has been super hectic yet manageable.hence.the lack of updates.

let's talk about last friday.it was a kinda last minute meet up but almost all cept for dian and ain were there.hopefully they're okay doing whatever they are doing now and misses us like we do!
so to dian and ain,hope u babes are okay and next meeting May!ooh that rhymes=)

truthfully,somethings are amiss lah.no one is voicing her opinion or how they're unhappy.maybe that's how we love each other;no matter how disagreeing we are in certain matters, no matter how un-close we are to another we dont want to jeopardise the friendship.its just not worth it.
Having said that,i wished we still be under the same roof goofing around talking craps but time wont stand still for me and the monthly meetings are all we could count on .let the love keep flowing okay?

for now,its total silence. i freaking hate when that happens.it annoys the shit out of me that i have to convey a message consisting of a sentence.heh.asam garam.ah ye.terlalu masin already for me.tak paham,tkpelah.

oh back to friday, met liyana and nas and dewi.and i soo love Nas's vaio la.grrr.too bad its not in pink.after meeting with babes we pooled our moolahs to get Mcds and sat there till 9 at mc cafe..before that we had our usual normal routine.to relive memories katekan and how the place has changed lah.no more print clubs and more shops just opened up.yes,i missed my golden days back then.

Tommorrow's blood donation laa.How scary is that?
hopefully i'll get pictures by then.=)

shoutout;FATHIN HANANI!! When's the next meet up ah?grrr.
GAZALI!!Hope ur doing okay! pls plan for a gatehring soon since makcik athin very busy.=p
SHIRIN!looks like you coping well in rp eh=)).gym session?

sneezed in your face at 9:43 PM

Saturday, April 05, 2008

farewell.
MR ''we won't go home without you''.

yeps,ive finally bid farewell okayy.fine, a short time means at least a week (plus) to me ohkays.still,the 'journey' was memorable.from same old line stuck in the head in every break/tutorial/lecture to wide smiling frm ear to ear.OH!OH! and who could forget the hyperventilation and sudden jerk movements?

(:

sneezed in your face at 9:19 PM

like in previous entry,it was long overdue.

peals of high-pitched laughter and buckets of tears.
unpredicting emotions with loads of flying chocolate cake.
uncontrolled,hysterical girls.
all roll in one night.
totally insane and totally AWWSOME!

PS.thats just show how much we need to met up again and again and again =D.

sneezed in your face at 9:06 AM

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

badly,badly missed.

major breakdown.

ive loong wanted to written this somehow the words just dont come out right.it seems so difficult to really wanna write what the heart says.i wished it couldnt have been any easier but then again nothings easy anymore.like how meeting new friends and u click that fast?but somehow theres still unspoken words that need to be said yet not spoken.like how ur nt being yourself at all times even if ur around friends who accept for who you are,who care for you.i dont know why im holding back.or even what.what i really know is im unhappy ,miserable,even angry at times with myself.the sleepover at grandmas place made me realise all that.light carefree with nothing to worry about and the laughters never really stop with syidah and dini.i miss all that.i don't know if i'll ever find anything like Shirin,Su ,Fathin ,who knows me inside and out and the rest of the babes.i cant wait for the week to be over to meet up with you girls.its a gathering loong overdue.then maybe finally i can cry buckets in our embraces.='(

sneezed in your face at 10:03 PM