a peek through;

DRAAAAMA.

If you know me that well,whats new you'd say.
but reallly this time no joke.
This past week is officially the worst ive ever experienced.

firstly,
i missed the drama that was happening at my very own carpark.
The MR LEE who mama even smiled and asked 'new case again ah',
turned out to be MR LEE WHO WAS THE SUSPECT.
sunnguh tidak disangka.

then the next day,
i was awaay at grndmas to missed...
AYAHS car got scratched.
he got pissed since its nt even half a years old.
still,my rides arent affected at all..heh.

in school on a thursday evening.
with the suspense still lingering in the prayer room,
how not to be cautious knowing theres not one but freaking 2 cockroaches hiding somewhere in some deeep corner?
anyways if you,re reading this THANKS SUHAIMI for actually checking for us the room that night.

Anywayys,the two cockroaches just haaaaad to make their presence known when we,re about to pray.ape lagi?
terpekik terlolong behind the backstage,ho ho HAIRILS FACE?CLASSIC MAN.
hhaahah.oh ya THANKS FATHi ,you brave soul kiling the two pests away.

and the biggest DRAMA yesterday,
a last minute decisiont o watch wall.e with 3 babes.
when the cinema girl gave me the tix,
i thought skali i lost my wallet with the tixs inside.thinking ill start crying and all.
AND IT REALLY CAME TRUE!

firstly i really thought im just paranoid,as usual,
only difference it really was gone!
the girls wasnt angry i lost it
reality didnt sink in still only after i called hairiil
tears started welling up and we went to the cinema to see if anyone went to use the tix.
well,noone had and the attendent let us in even when we didnt have the tix.
THANKS AUNTIE!

show was really cute though we were all chilled to the bones since we didnt brought anything along and i even slept sometime in the show.
oh oh and i and izza met zaki!
A childhood friend of mine and....
hoho you know i know eh izza?
Thanks babes for going through all with me im so sorry for losing the ticekts and SHIRIN! thanks for the surprise donuts in my shoe bag.that was really unexpected!
Lastly hairil for comforting me throughout on the phone no thanks for the repeated dnt cry lah diyanah *giggles* dnt cry *giggles*.TSK.
;D

sleptover neneks hse aagain
and today,i took my first virgin step to the neighbourhood police post.
yes,tehres a first time for everything,includign losing my ic.
the leaast you could do was give back my ic and ezlink which thankfully was -40 cents.
lesson learnt so im sure no branded stuff for me for a while eh ma?
maybe until raya i hope.
pictures from teachers day next entry.

till then selamat berpuasa to all muslims.
may god bless us this special month.
amin.

sneezed in your face at 7:38 PM

Saturday, August 23, 2008

did you catch your breath
when i look at you?
Did you norfi?=D

somehow the backstage geng has just grown bigger.
with nissa joining last friday.
alhamdulillah.
hopefully its for the right reasons eh lila?
hehehe.

i learnt a huge secret days ago.it made me think that nothing really is impossible if God wants it to.really,i was overwhelmed with amazement.here is this guy,not having the privilage to see
the world like you and i do.but there he is doing his a duty as a muslim.how can i now be ashamed?For all this while i am complaining that lifes unfair or that at times lifes too difficult for me to handle, i forgot there are others that have it more worse than i do.im not saying im not going to complain or ehm whine anymore but onwards im going to try to be more thoughtful of others and be more grateful for the little little things that i do have that ive always take it for granted.To that dear friend of mine,thank you for showing me a human
spirit that never fails to inspire others and that little fire in you to always keep going.Ya Allah,tabahkannya sekelurga untuk melalui dugaan ini.Amin.

sneezed in your face at 11:13 PM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

today was one of the raarest day where we,as in me and norfi,was allowed to stiffle many giggles over nonsensical stuffs,over our inside joke without getting caught by ms jee.miracle?yes.
good to say that we finally found a balance in having fun and yet making the lesson productive.

and yes gp sucks big time.
somehow i miss,okay,prefer not miss,.emmmanuel.
still,kenneth(kenneth kawan kau per?) is sooo much better than josh.
minus his ehm.oh nevermind.

my dear cousin , sakinah.oh so sick.GET WELL SOON HONEEY!
eat tubs of ice cream,like really.no chocolate flavour please.

AUGUST BABIES!
NASRI!HAPPPY BIRTHDAY!
you.idiot.dnt knw how to reply msg isit?
throw ur phne far far away sudah luh.

i cant wait for fridaaaaaay!
;D

sneezed in your face at 8:52 PM

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

the worlds best procrastinator.
should go to me.
if there was even an award ceremony i wnt eventually get around to even plan it.

that aside,
lately,i hate hate haaate the dramas thats been popping up from nowhere.now now cant we just all control our emotional baggage or at leaast consider other's feelings?i was about to slink in the peace and quiet somewhat mentally preparing for the hell of a roller coaster ride in weeks to come prior to promos.bah.who ami kidding.maybe they,re right; the older we get the selfish we become.

heres a toast to a cruel world filled with selfish people.

sneezed in your face at 8:02 PM

Monday, August 11, 2008

target;CAROUSELL.
partners in crime;shirin and geng.waaaah geng seyh shirin!
goal;before 2009
short term goal;one of the buka puasa times.

YAYA-AWWWW JER KITORANG.
ohwells it doesnt hurt to plan and get ready the moolahs.
okay set?go!

sneezed in your face at 7:20 PM

what is wrooong with you?
ini tk kene,itu tak kena.
take one step at a time,theres no need to rush.
we,re bonded already.
we,re always together.

anything not right can say it.
simpan dalam2 buat aper?
siaper tahu gitu?
gosh.

u.people.have.issues.
BIG ISSUES.

sneezed in your face at 6:47 PM

Sunday, August 10, 2008

i can not imagine supporting myself.
for now with the help of my parents but in future?

today's spree was really unplanned.
as always, spur of the moment.
as always its the ~~needs~~wants thats being fulfilled.
as always i got the better deal then adik.
;)

how to support myself like this?
maybe not support myself but support my expenses.heh.

i am ~~spoiled~~ just very taken care of.
this is the part u'll roll your eyes.

thanks daad!
Ps.i was clearing the picture files hence the previous post.
thats whyy the pictures were a year due.

sneezed in your face at 2:53 PM

Saturday, August 09, 2008

KOREA TRIP 2007;

only highlight was the skiing part.food was steamboat every single day.i swear the locals look cinonek.like hotties count in korea;almost zero.okay except for sme snowboarding dudes.hehe.(hairil goes;eleh mentel)it isnt as fairytale ending like korean drama serials but the atmosphere really is romantic especially when the ski slopes we went to was the set of winter sonata.oh and their english skills sucks to the max.they dunnoe any lang cept for korean.TSK.other then the food,the cinonek faces everywhere,the no shopping at all cos everthyng cost more than bomb,i got to at least practice korean there,oogle at snowboarding dudes and dont have to mandi at all.definitely,worst holiday as claim by dad cos he didnt get to shop at all.still,thanks mum and dad!

sneezed in your face at 10:18 PM

O8o8o8
those supeer close to me should know i have the day very carefully planned out.
then on the day itself?
NO PLANS.
*slaps forehead then jendol become bigger*

Diyanah: So Norfi, how will you be spending your 080808? (Unnecessary excited face)
Norfi: (Looks at Hairil)
Hairil: It's just 080808 what
.Diyanah: Eh, special know.
Hairil: (Looks at me) Typical Diyanah, we understand.
Diyanah: (Gives the "Eh what" face)
Seeeee,norfi knows

The morning was spent goign to school NATIONAL DAAY CELEBRATIONS.
i had a blaaast at the sing-a-long session man.like seriously.
what more with a group of entu souls cept must keep reminding norfi to join along.
somehow she wasnt singing along.NATIONAL DAY SONGS know!
i sound so kental here.oh nvm.

then tenenentenet syidah and shirin PON SCHOOOOOL!
tsktsk.awwwww.just so u all could spend the the day with me.
aww.and teh fact that u guys were late and lazy.
but still awwww.

RETAAIL THERAAPY.far east plaza.
we danced to the songs played.
we stalked this angmoh guy.
we, no syidah jatuh mcm nangka busuk.
we strutted our stuff down the walkway.
CATWALK STYLE.

spend till 4pm there and guess who finally get to meet?

ZALI & his EHEMEHEEEM!awww sweet couple;)

She warmed up fast!joinging us for our laughters and photo taking sessions.woots!

Someone landed herself a new job.

so unfaaaair.

show me the moolahs!

but can imagine me work?

errrrr.right.

and trend of Mr___ series tshirt.

i think it would be great if they have one with

MR BUBBLE.

ill bet most girls would make them gifts.

maybe not most girls,but i would.

point is,dnt make plans when u cant make it.

dnt eveer cancel last minute.
it rythmes!

so then textd shirin to get out of the train and we head to ecp!

cos someone wantd to ~~stalk~~ meet this guy she has the hots for.

and miscommunication haad to happen.

3 hours story short.

at parkway parade.

head to ecp macs.

head back to parkway parade.

then head back to ecp macs.

then finaaaally to PLAYGROUND.

surprisingly i wasnt exhausted by all the walking.

surprisingly i enjoyed walking actually strolling by the beach for hours.

while reflecting and story sharing.

aaah bliss.

everyone,

meet the ~~stalker~~ best friend!

finally she got to meet him,

everyone together say.AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

thats all for 080808.
indeed it has been an unforgettable one.

it wouldnt have been possible without syidah shirin sein zali and his ehemehem,

and definitely my parents eh.sorry!heh.

kay im dne tc everyone!

sneezed in your face at 9:47 AM

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

im kinda dissappointed.
okay im kidding.
im ALOT dissappointed.

but no im not going to degrade myself to alowlife.
im not going to beg for that.
if it was meant to be mine ill get it,
if id have the potential ill get it in the end.

focus now is PROMOS.
tick tock tick tock a few days left.
ohh greaaaaat.
and ive yet to start intense studyng.

yes,another thing to draw my attention to.
hopefuly ill get to see the positive side of everything.
hopefully ill do the best i can.
insyaALLAh.

oh did i mention i passed my 2.4 run todaaay!
yaaaaaaaay!
if u pass it already good for you.
sense my joy here ppl;)

now alls that left.
standing broad jump.
standing check.
broad shoulders(like hairil said) check.
jump?
aaaaaaah!

thats it for today and oh norfi didnt come school today.
despite all she knowsme best,she knows when im down
or why im surprisingly quiet at moments.
thanks hunn.

take care everyone!

sneezed in your face at 2:27 PM

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

Finally a collage of us.The last post i did mentioned we had an impromptu sluumber paartaay.in detail saturday was suppose to be an outing.read OUTING. for the babes.yes,babes gathering.for liek the 3 rd one if i remember correctly.read this out loud suppose 3rd gathering for the year.so thats\ mean we only had 2 official gathering.No surprise itd didnt happen.bdae girl was out,some were unreponsive at all.pffffft.at this point of time ur realised those who even if had move on,have anew life,new friends do still ackonowledge and show concern by that measly sms or call.eerrrrggh.no use getting so worked up over that.skati korng lah eh.so then in the end,only 2 babes got to make it,shirin and dewi to go ahead with our planned date over fireworks.They made their way to plaza sing when the meeting place was esplanade.awwwww.

late aftn,syida came to stopover with lin and erriforgotwhatshername where they were otw to a concert.concert ape eh syidaaaah?best kan?hahah.Then the rest of the night till 9 plus only 3 of us chilled arnd esplanade before making our way hme.and then guess what?terserempak with lin and shidah with idkwhatshername!! at least dewi had idkwhn and lin to go back and since shirinw as all prepapred with extra bajus to sleepver,she sleptover and we managed to psyco syida to since there was blaja.the whole slumber partaaay thingy was not plan at all so dear cousin of mine,sakinah please dont be offended that we didnt include you in our plans cos we really didnt plan it at all.we understand you do have farhan yet you do still have us cousins to spend time with.only difference is we dont plan whens the next meetup to have a proper cousins gathering or a slumber paartay.and we dont leave you out just because you're togetehr with farhan lah and maybe u feel left out cos my besties now a close friend of shidas and thats why we,re all terjumpa. you're not forgotten lah its just that we dont make the effort to communicate that often.yes,all 3 of us.we dont call and ask hows things been doing,we dnt ask whats been happenign lately.we,re always assuming everythigns alright.so dont feel left out ,we're still here for you if you need us.dnt worry,i still love you cuz!

hope that explains everything.

it takes two hands to clap.

and i want that whiteboard photyo thing so bad.

only norfi knows why.

HAHA.

;)

sneezed in your face at 9:21 PM

schools been up to my neck nowadays.
like reaally.
overdue hw summre lah di eh.

anyhoos.MI mart was daaaaamn fun.it was bond moment for everyone.That includes the clique with nazreen and the rest of the calssmates whom we rarely talk to.picture Mi students in a circle in front of Plaza sing dancing to the likes of T-pain,dedicating to our fave tcher(hahah SUCK UP) ms low.business is real business and i daresay its nuruls work paid off.she made almost 20?or more hands drawing henna and all without complaing a hoot.thnks love.
rizal as always the leader of the grp making sure everythings going to be fine and hairil,always there for me.

I got to meet norfis bestie,gary he really shows the meaning to the word shy.really shy shy not like a lil shy like norfi or not shy at all diyanah that kind.read this norfi i said ur a lil shy okay.and i got to introduce 2 babes,dewi and shirin to the rest.Hairil was impressed at their warmth and friendly to click with them in a short moment.thats my babes for you.

Thanks Niza for the song dedication though i couldnt hear your voice over the loud noise we were making,thanks anyway.
Thanks Mahsuri for letting me doodle on your hand.woah woah i know very nice cn?he even paid 4 bucks for my original creatiion horr.

Cabut off at 730.

haha.diiyanah.yeu blaardyy miissed out alooot.iim bhaiiriil.aaannnndd.ii had loads offf fun that niight.me and nazreen and norfiii.were screamiing wiith our eys closed whiile jumpiing up and down.aweesomme.and not forgettiing,screamiing 'three for ten' at the same tiime.aweesomeee.then.we screamed even more.aaaannnd morre.iin both DEEP voiices.and.HIIGHpiitch voiices.totally.annd then.and then.me.saiful.norfi.mahsuri.esmond.went up on stage to scream even more stuffs.aweesomme.by the tiime iit was all over,me and nazreen were all rocker-iish.liikke.WASSSSUUUP ROCKER!!that kiind of rocker lahh.lalalove.too bad yeu werent there diiyanah.

Its okay hairil i know u guys missed me like loaads.okay back to 730.

esplanade-ed only at 8 plus plus and then BAAMBOOM BAAM.FIREWWWWORKS.
sugguh jakun.damn nice cn.with shirin and dewi with company,we were like oooh and aaaah.and dewi said.''diyanah skali your boyfriend pakai firworks eh cakap HAPPY BIRTHDAY""
apeee jee dewi. dewis future bf.take note pls.
it ended in what seem liek only few mins.pushd our way through the crowd then BAAAMBOOOM BAAAM.soo unexpected know.
again it happen only the last one was SUPPEEERBLy big!!
many mats.hardcore wan know.eeew.

aaaaah.remember babes?fireworks with bfs.NAAAAH.not gonna happen.heeehh.though popeye was inexcessible,we made our way through idk where and we were having fun and laughing at the soldiers and police.MENGGAAATAL EH.tsktsk.Then,an uplanned slumber partaaay!!! with syidah and shirin,we rolled around the bed till syidah fell and we hide under the blackets while taking nonsensical pictures.Uncontrallable laughter with nonstop flow of jokes.they knows me best.i love you guys((;

aaaaaah.today today!doodled again with norfi during chemistry.this time *gasp* hp as confiscated.TSKTSK.cikgu fave korng uh.picture of what we doddled?next entry promise.

take care everyone.
im dne.

sneezed in your face at 4:28 PM

Friday, August 01, 2008

its not the same.

i mean i dnt expect everything would be the same as the past.
evrything has changed ,who am i to kid.GAAHHHHS.

i miss the old times.

it feels like im drifting away frm my closest ones.its sucks even mre knowing theyre here for me but i wnt be the one there for them.its a choice to make.i cn only embrace them in open arms if and only if youll come right into it.i want to be there for them but if they dnt want me to i cnt do anything abt it can i?.ill just want you to know ill pray youre always be safe and happy in any situations,in any circumstances.i still do care.

sneezed in your face at 10:11 PM