I am
boring,coring,doring,
eoring,foring,goring....
so why are you still reading?
I am
boring,coring,doring,
eoring,foring,goring....
so why are you still reading?
island creamery,tk halal T_T
so,STICKYCHEWYCHOCO,can?
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the morning started with mummy calling at 630 before im otw out to do malay alevels.
and the night before was busy planning with fathin hanani;)
heres the loong list of people i'd like to thank for all the birthday wishes.
its in order with shirin izzati and hairil being only a min diff frm each other.
shirin
hairil
izzati
mahsuri
syafiqah
syidah
mastura
nurul
habibah
faezah
sakinah
suaidah
googan
faj
zara
dian
ain
liyana
vithya
nazreen
cheelin
raehana
norfi
saiful
dayah
shaiha
haikal
mak athin
after 12;
adib
hafiz
waz
faris
niza
friday;
faezah
sean
fina
cik din
maksu
im sorry if i missed anyone out.
and thank you very much for the wishes and the presents.
and the 2 mini celebrations i had;)
<3.
sneezed in your face at 10:56 PM
ive grown to a good(yes,good not fat okay) 17 years old maybe not as mature i can be nor wiserr nor ____(insert other adj) but one things for sure i couldnt have done without the guidance of Allah and my parents.Dear god,thank you for letting me have this easy(whats a few of mums nagging and scolding and lack of freedom?) life thus far.For letting me have the bestest (despite the lack of whatnots) parents that i could ever hope for,for they give me guidance every single day and keep me in their prayers without fail.I could always ask for more nonsense and wants but im confident you wont give me more than what i need.Not forgetting for letting me have chaotic siblings to come home to everyday.For the loved ones thats too many to mention be it in school (always ensuring i pull my socks up and mug my ass off-last min) or the ones i made since primary school that are still dear to me till this very day.
On this very day,i really pray and hope you'd keep all of them safe and very very close to my heart for i wont be this sane or at least this sensible without all of them.
Thank you Allah for everything.
sneezed in your face at 10:13 PM
its one to test someones patience,but its another to really go a step too far to lose his/her respect.for that minimal respect i had left (for you),it was gone at the stroke of ten.
sneezed in your face at 11:34 PM
through rain or shine,we made it happen.thanks girls for the presence.;)
sneezed in your face at 9:53 PM
still,with or without costume i had a joy doing what i do best-sponge my parents pocket dry .and one scooop of sticky chewy choco ?highlight of the boring giler chelsea liverpool ongoing match.
sneezed in your face at 11:24 PM
he called her in the middle of the night.without saying the norm hello or hi. instead it started with ''f is for frie...''.if ur reading this,that really really made my night day;)
sneezed in your face at 11:22 PM
COME CELEBRATE WITH ME! SIVA's FAMILY!
This invitaion extends to all ex-AI students who's a friend of sivas lah.duhh.
Lets indulge in indian food especially cooked by sivas mom and basked in the indian atmosphere since sivalah satu-satunya kawan indian kitorang kan.
Inform and remind the rest okay?
I CANT WAIT TO MEET YOU ALL ON MONDAY!
HAPPY DEEPAVALI!
sneezed in your face at 5:35 PM
celebration with the bestfriend and the cousin with......
HIGH SCHOOOL MUSICAL 3!
i swear i swear aft another song ends,5 mins later another one starts and zac efron couldnt look more buffier.*AHHH HOTNESS*
aand sesungguhnya we were the oldest in the theater amidst the maaaaany kiddos.When the movie ended,we were the laast few to got out not before covering our faces while the rest stroll out.the hiding didnt stop there though .all the while out of the theater we were like''eh best eh cerite tadi''''alaaa cerite yang 007 tu''.padahal padahal eh korang?
yet another awwwsome! outing.
so to all the bacins,whens sleepover?
sneezed in your face at 4:54 PM
report book on friday,that means another 2 plus days to endure all this mixed feelings of anxiety uncertainty.reflection,no a reality check is better.we realised then Alevels is no mean feat.scraping through is not good enough.but somehow thats what all of us are just aiming for now;promotion.thats said,ive not bawled my eyes out crying ending with puffy
cheeks and whatnot.not because im proud of my results,trust me its not even near that ah.but im just very very grateful i got to scrape my papers.though this is not the same for overall,yes?
a whole new meaning to teachers,they make you have sleepless nights and anxiety attacks just to play this guessing game for a few mre days.baaahs.
uncertainty.
a friend i have.to those who knows im referring to,i know you know so shhhh.firstly,it anoyying enough when you demoralise yourself.you know youre not untalented.no one is born that way.its just that living in denial does not help okay.seeing you pulling a facade is ironic enough.we know ur hurt,dissappointed yet u still chose to be adamant looking strong and all.maybe you dnt want
us to worry but what are friends for then?and when you,re in need of help you dont show it,we cant help you.and then the cycle of''no one cares for me,im untalented,stupid and lazy''.its infuriating really.when we,re trying hard to make you at least feel the teeny bit hopeful yet ur being yourself down.when u cant beat em,join em.and i say all the best,friend.i reaaalllly hope youll search deep down inside and then you might realise there are people who do care for you.please wake up and realise,we might part sooner than you think.learn to love yourself cos we believe in you.
uncertainty.
I do not know where this stands.theres more than what the status meets the eye.i dont understnad why you have to keep some stuffs from me.i cant help but review our relationship.am i that untrustworthy enough to be told that?i dont know where ive gone wrong or isit just that we are drifting apart.yes,we.be it just the two of us maybe everyone.im tired of being the one doing all the calling and the asking about all the happenings.maybe its time ill let you have a stand in these relationships,see how far you want it to go.or isit just me hoping itll last a loong time.maybe it was easy in the past but with everyone expecting someone to do it.it get exhausting.so maybe its time to reflect and think when have you ever be the first one to sms or give a call to someone close or once close to or cousin etc?.be it just to ask whats been happening or how its been going?if a call is too long to make id say a 5cent 2 seconds text will do.it wont hurt to be the one making the first move,letting the other party know you still do care.isit too late to salvage the friendship?id say its never too late to start now.
this post is long and draggy and emo-y enough for all the ongoing drama.
till friday,
take care everyone.
sneezed in your face at 9:33 PM
means im 100 bucks richer and very veeery afraid of the teaching world.
from teacher teacher can i bring tissue in? to teacher teacher one boy never wash his hand after
going to the toilet.
and i get the heebe geebees while collecting their exam scripts thinkg budak bertuah mane lah tk cuci tangan.
all they do is complain complain complain.
eh?how come its sounds familiar ah.
then again cant blame them lah having to sit for 4 papers all which tests them on their knowledge when im sure all they wanna do is play with the latest tamagotchi or psp.tsk.
here are some snippets.
-students get all nervouse till they have wedgy hence the butt digging the whole exam
-or they bite all their nails possible during the whole 1hr plus exam
-pri 3 students love torturing their teachers
by,letting me throw their used tissues or their pencil shavings.
-what?didnt they hear of 2B mechanical pencil?
-they looove going to the loo so much.
-and i find joy in saying NO.
-boys love showing their skinny short legs.seluar katok and all while bersila-ing on the chair.
-and whats a class without one difficult pupil?
jerrald chua,u suck my blood for the 2 whole days and ill forever remember you for the first student who made me scream.
the boy who played with money aeroplanes making all the *onsert aeroplane noise* and wetting your OAS paper.sesungguhnya aku tak berpuasa.
but at the end of the day seeing them soo happy being able to go home makes it all worthwhile.
Thank you room 1 for making this temporary invigilating worth blogging and like one of you who said see you when...i dont know when;)
PS,thnks to amirah,ain,farah too for layaning my crap this 2 days
and the two asisstants vincent and haidar for keeping a tab on that jerrald.
teaching,here i come!insyaALLAH.
sneezed in your face at 7:43 AM
ME;eh mane boleh kesian dier!
AYAH;dulu org sumer dah balik sendiri lagi dulu tak naik bus.
ME;TU DULU!dulu polis pakai seluar pendek!
AYAH;ah dulu tak pakai seluardalam pon!sebab tk mampu!
nonsensical moments when ur not in school or at work.but at home.
sneezed in your face at 2:37 PM
how much longer?
how much more excuses and postponed meet ups?
you tell me.
sneezed in your face at 11:13 AM
Apologies are often open ended,
but this was better left unsaid.
another day another drama.
maybe this time you'd leave my loved ones alone.
but we all know thats not going to happen.
sneezed in your face at 9:29 AM
i so wish im out with my babes.
whom ive looong to hear from.
too much to ask for i guess.
just a squeak please then?
as they say only true friendships will stand the test of time.
sneezed in your face at 11:18 PM
THE worst ever tgif.
why?
becauuuuse 2 MAJOR MAHA MAJOR papers to die for.
like really.
yes i wonder what ive been doing in class or outside class.
lets just wait for the outcome shall we?
im having time out now.
time out from jalaning raya.
what jalan raya when so far ive been to only 2 houses??
that explains the lack of moolahs haha but what are sisters for right?
but seriously this year i can safely say NO ONE HAS THE MOOD YO.
with promos AND NO HOLIDAYS what raya you tell me?
so today was a huge relief with two maha majors over and done.
so its partaaaay!
hah.i wish eh.
last paper millenians!you go people!
so tmrw airport?
whos up for a rolling good time with accounts and pillows at the viewing hall?
and ice cream at swensens?
aah speaking of which the cup has shrunk.
no more 2 laarge scoops of chewy choco.
now its two squeezed scoops in a small cup with many grumbles.
haiyah diyanah grumble grumble as if you pay lidat.tsk.
with only a month away from school shit heres what ill be looking forward to!
OCT 24- HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3(musicals are soo cute!including zac efron)
OCT 30-MALAY ALEVELS BIRTHDAY!
NOV 3-5-SLE camp?
NOV 8-Anuar zain concert.cekgoo,screaam!
NOV 10-hongkong?
and the most important date!Oct 17!promo results aaaaaah!
kay i think this post is long enough and a shoutout to saiful.
CHEER UP okay?and yes maaf zahir batin.
there ive said it;)
sneezed in your face at 8:53 PM
to picture Taufik without his goatee while trying to enjoy that melodious voice of his.
standing next to Hadi,he was more taller,handsome-r,machoer,melodious-err.
and more aaaaaaaaah!
im suppose to be studying geog which i bet thats what everyone is doing now right norfi?
diyanah,diyanah.tsk!
sneezed in your face at 12:03 AM