I am
boring,coring,doring,
eoring,foring,goring....
so why are you still reading?
I am
boring,coring,doring,
eoring,foring,goring....
so why are you still reading?
island creamery,tk halal T_T
so,STICKYCHEWYCHOCO,can?
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updating somehow doesnt seem the norm for me to update.its like im updating for everyone except me?where s my genuine feelings hiding,why are they even hiding then?its like its been hard to express and write as carefree as before.
they say the biggest enemy you have is yourself.
how true.
there are so many thing i'd like to achieve,alot more to accomplish.to be able to sense the joy and pride in mamas voice when talkng about me.how the heart writhers in pain not realizing all these.theres no arguing who,s fault it lies in.because it lies in nobody,nobody but me.
i can pray to HIM gazimillion times but praying is a complimentary gesture when the main part comes in the effort.
Dear god,pleaaaase make miracles happen for me in these 3 weeks and make this ramdhan a fruitful one for me..
sneezed in your face at 12:16 AM
i can make it through the rain(?) Staying up for incomplete geog and messy,messy worksheets of different subjects;its been eons.Believing of securing is hard to believe,(harder than saying those three precious words,harder than trying not to think of you) when only imagery radio pops up the second his yap widens.its been 4 months.4 months of mockery,pretentious nodding and wasted time.how much longer? Reality checks are besides the point though. Backtracking,going through all the records and through the rain comes to mind.& i think of you,the song we sing with different meanings to it but still the same song.though being apart,i wonder do you think of me?of us as a whole?No matter how apart we,ve become,we stayed tgt till the end and ill do anything to relive those memories but its not possible.tho i wouldnt want to go through another round emotional detachment that im not strong enough to face.So dear god,please keep them dear and very close to me.Keep them away from harm and safe wherever they might be. ''cast your fears asideand you know you can survive'' i know i did,in gp*beams*& in 2nd round of blood donation*beams wider* & it was because of you.
sneezed in your face at 1:13 AM
tooth fairy,save me.
lump in her throat,fingers by the end of her skirt;fiddling,twining imaginary loose ends.anxiously waiting,no thanks to the unwelcoming sounds that greets;every tick of the clock in perfect tune with every heartbeat.how very much coincidence.too much, at times.one step,and(hopefully) theres no turning back.months,yes months of procrastinationsleads to irritance and a cavity.re-enactment?last october.
sneezed in your face at 9:25 PM
WOOOOHH!
im still at the state of gushingmushingwushing!
The plot,the cute actors,the soundtrack waaaaah*gushgushgush*.
& to think we almost didnt watch it.
-i got the timing wrong.
-syidah and shirin got the venue wrong.
-syidah almost couldnt make it.
-syidah didnt get a seat next to us.
-shirins bag was a coke oasis with many treasures,soaked and very much damaged.
Oh oh and one scene almost got my fried chicken flying off to shirin.
sorry hor.
note to self;only popcorns,no more fried chicken.
Its been a while since we had a large number of people catching a movie though syidah,kau ngan aku jer dah mcm 5 orang,terpekik terlolong.Shirin was just getting deeper into the seat,trying hard to not look as though she know us.despite all,I LOVED TODAAAY;)
School with added shitty results with added tak perlu drama has been effort to survive though with hairil,ain,nazreen and lila around,term one is oveeer man.I would have been more ecstatic if results were ecstatic-deserving but its not.
ill just have to try harder.like harder hardeeer.
& its hard to say goodbye.
maybe it would be easier with stickychewychoco? you are the reason i breathe,you are the reason i still believe.-jaiho
sneezed in your face at 9:58 AM
the much anticipated movie!
tomorrow shall test the supernatural strength of 3(or 2)superdudettes with the power to sit still for 2 very long hours(we know its erm kinda hard for me),the power to be patience of watching a non speaking (nor reading) language of hindi movie FIRST TIME ,the power of non-batting of the eyelid( otherwise we will miss the subtitles) and the power to control le-blad'derre.
*kening naik2*
yes,even watching a movie is an uphill,paranoid chore.
but i have come prepared,watch me.
sneezed in your face at 1:13 AM
whether you realise or not,its already MARCH.
another step closer(imagines guides marching,slowmo)
to jengjengjeeeeeng ALEVELS!
sungguh ambitious aku.
math CT belum pon pass lagi.
booo.
im having this low-to-the-bottomless-pit kinda feeling?
it sucks big time having to keep thinking about it.
As much as i want to be reminded,whats repeated reminders without actions?
I wouldnt want to re-enact the worst period of my life(read;3 years back)
but at this progress,im almost there.Almost.
I have the bestest parents ever and i've yet to make my life seems worthwhile.
Sabda Rasulullah SAW :Maksudnya : “Keredhaan Allah itu berada dalam keredhaan kedua ibu bapa, dan kemurkaan Allah itu berada dalam kemurkaan kedua ibu bapa”. [Riwayat At-Tabrani]
Salam Menyambut Rabiuawwal.
Bulan mulia kelahiran Nabi,
InsyaALLAH kita jumpa on Sunday,Singapore Expo 830am.
;)
sneezed in your face at 7:17 PM
let the blame game begin.
& no,im not pointing any fingers.
sneezed in your face at 5:52 PM